We are the Silent Guardians,
Watchers of the night,
Keepers of the peace,
Protectors of the innocent,
So others don't have to see
What our eyes have seen.
We do what we must and
The Price we pay
Is that some fear us,
Others look down us
Yet some love us,
And care for us.
I have been shown the
Light,and am taking
A step from the dark
For this I bow to you,
Holder of my heart.
I put up defenses
Made of despair and pain
Formed by suffering
I hid from the world
Walking in the shadows
The barriers I placed
To keep others at bay
They worked for years
Many years
I hid behind them
Portraying someone
Who was not me
Until you came along
You blew away all
My defenses and
Years of hiding.
It all lost to you.
You, who
Without a second thought
Cast a shining light
Into my darkened world
Showing me beauty, love
And the goodness of life.
Showing me, too, that
I can say these magic words
I never thought I could say
I love you
Mujhe tumse pyar hai
You struck out the blue
forcing me to face you
forcing me to see me
the good, and bad
the pain and love
because you
I am free
free to love you
free to live
free to be me
without a care
you told me to stand,
and now I am running
for this I LOVE YOU
Darkness, Pain and
Disappointment
Stab my heart
Left to rust
I gave up on
Everyone & Everything
Darkness overtook
Me
A shining light,
A voice,
That fought the
Demons, darkness
Back
Hand held
Out
Pulling me up
Repaired, uplifted
A spark
I thought
Lost forever
This spark
Brings new feelings
Flooding forth
Burning Bright
For You
Running, surviving
Through blood
And fire, I
Was fine.
Telling you
I care
Stops my
Blood cold.
Having seen
Hell on earth
I now see
Beauty in
You
You lifted me up
You saved me
You are my
Shining Star
My personal
Guardian Angel
As I go through
The days, where
I can't hold you
There are a few things
That help me
Make it through.
I look outside at
The Sun, sky and clouds
Knowing you, too, are
Looking up at them.
At night, we lay out
Under the canopy of
The Heavens, looking at
The same Beautiful stars
And the bright moon
Makes me feel closer to you.
Our hearts are linked
Somehow always in sync
By simple tags that have been
Through Hell with me
No one else has touched them
And now they connect us together
Our hearts, beating together
Our souls, dancing forever
All of these thoughts
Help me fight the way through
Until I find my way
Back to y
Wings of leather
Heart of ice
Eyes of fire
A monster,
Destroyer
Of life
Others fled
Or side stepped
This demon
Forged from
The fires of hell
But One, a girl
Noble, caring
A maiden
Of the order?
Stood before
This demon
And looking
Into his eyes
Said in a sweet
Voice "I love
You"
Quick as lightning
She cast off
His leathery wings
Melted his
Icy heart
Extinguished
His fiery
Eyes
Leaving nothing but
A man
She stood by
Him, for she
Gave him
A warm glow
In his eyes,
A beating heart
With feelings,
And new wings -
Wings of white
Pure as snow
Where others saw
A demon forged
From hellfire
She saw her
We are the Silent Guardians,
Watchers of the night,
Keepers of the peace,
Protectors of the innocent,
So others don't have to see
What our eyes have seen.
We do what we must and
The Price we pay
Is that some fear us,
Others look down us
Yet some love us,
And care for us.
I have been shown the
Light,and am taking
A step from the dark
For this I bow to you,
Holder of my heart.
I put up defenses
Made of despair and pain
Formed by suffering
I hid from the world
Walking in the shadows
The barriers I placed
To keep others at bay
They worked for years
Many years
I hid behind them
Portraying someone
Who was not me
Until you came along
You blew away all
My defenses and
Years of hiding.
It all lost to you.
You, who
Without a second thought
Cast a shining light
Into my darkened world
Showing me beauty, love
And the goodness of life.
Showing me, too, that
I can say these magic words
I never thought I could say
I love you
Mujhe tumse pyar hai
You struck out the blue
forcing me to face you
forcing me to see me
the good, and bad
the pain and love
because you
I am free
free to love you
free to live
free to be me
without a care
you told me to stand,
and now I am running
for this I LOVE YOU
Darkness, Pain and
Disappointment
Stab my heart
Left to rust
I gave up on
Everyone & Everything
Darkness overtook
Me
A shining light,
A voice,
That fought the
Demons, darkness
Back
Hand held
Out
Pulling me up
Repaired, uplifted
A spark
I thought
Lost forever
This spark
Brings new feelings
Flooding forth
Burning Bright
For You
Running, surviving
Through blood
And fire, I
Was fine.
Telling you
I care
Stops my
Blood cold.
Having seen
Hell on earth
I now see
Beauty in
You
You lifted me up
You saved me
You are my
Shining Star
My personal
Guardian Angel
As I go through
The days, where
I can't hold you
There are a few things
That help me
Make it through.
I look outside at
The Sun, sky and clouds
Knowing you, too, are
Looking up at them.
At night, we lay out
Under the canopy of
The Heavens, looking at
The same Beautiful stars
And the bright moon
Makes me feel closer to you.
Our hearts are linked
Somehow always in sync
By simple tags that have been
Through Hell with me
No one else has touched them
And now they connect us together
Our hearts, beating together
Our souls, dancing forever
All of these thoughts
Help me fight the way through
Until I find my way
Back to y
Is it even possible to love like
A typhoon passing through
Destroying all the normalcy
In a monotonous, uniform life
Leaving behind destruction
An upside-down new world
Born afresh from passion
Increasingly chaotic with
Every passing moment
Yet soothing, calming, alive?
Is it even possible to love like
My heart is being squeezed
My lungs stop working
My brain ceases to function
And I can't even see anymore
Because my every cell
Is screaming your name
Is calling for your spirit
Is rejoicing in your embrace
Is finding anew this passion
Is realizing again a new love?
Is it even possible to love like
A deep, soothing, calm
Silent prayer
I repeat your name
silently in my mind.
Saying it over and over again,
like a chant.
Repeating it, making my
wish true.
Can you feel it, love?
The red thread growing
into a rope,
holding us together,
by love not force.
My love grows only stronger,
'till I can't hold it in any longer.
So I'll keep saying your name
inside my mind,
repeating it 'till you're here.
So I can say it out loud.
Afflicted by Self-Doubt by sakurascorpion, literature
Literature
Afflicted by Self-Doubt
Scared of you, scared of being burned alive
Searing heat, soaring pain, mellow laughter
A sea of flames, drenched but growing again
Can't be doused by sand, nor by rain
I keep going deeper and deeper, it's too late
And I'm scared of this, this wondrous ride
Yet I fall further and further down the abyss
Where there is no shadow, I cannot hide
Depression is what I know best
Unhappiness my lifelong friend
Being alone, abandoned, cheated on, lied to
I've been there, done that, moved on and
Never turned back, but only because I cannot see
The point in continuing, maybe living isn't for me
I think again and again that I'm not good en
At night I won't sleep by SatsukiNekozawa, literature
Literature
At night I won't sleep
At night I won't sleep
To see
the rainbows and
sunshine,
under the same sky,
so wide.
Holding on
to my feelings
of love and admiration.
Wanting you see
all of me,
my body, my soul.
Under the same
light,
same stars in the sky,
different places but
still same at heart.
My muse, my sweetest
love.
My lover so beautiful.
Under the same sky
wishing you were here,
closer to my heart,
your skin touching mine,
my lips caressing yours,
our hearts beating as one,
through the night,
honey, quench my thirst
Bearer of my heart
Partner to my soul
Lover of my smile
Protector of my sanity
I love you with all
That I am and will be
A hand to hold yours
A shoulder to cry on
A strength to rely on
This I promise you
Other half of mine
Mate to my passions
Calming to my beast
Kind to my viciousness
Angel to my demons
Guide to my path
With all my strength
I shall be your hope
Your light in the dark
This I promise you
Patient love of mine
In your love I drown
Admirer of my art
You stole my heart
Accepted all I am
Without a qualm
Held me close, tight,
Safe in your arms
Where I'll stay forever
This I promise you.
Studying, analyzing, roving
Heavy, deep, slightly sweet
Somehow tender and fluttering
Somehow kind, somehow dark
With the thoughts that pass
Through your Tiger eyes
Tawny, wild with emotion
Changing color now
From green to brown
From dark to light
From honey to a sunlit day
Changing again, delicious
I can gauge your every emotion
As it passes through your mind
As it sends shivers through me
And I glimpse your soul
As it rises and meets mine
Through your Tiger eyes
Others may see the danger
That lurks behind your
Wizened tawny depths
I see a beauty that amazes me
A strength that raises me up to
Meet your eyes wit
I am new to writing, I have only gotten into it because of music and friends have pushed me to go on with it. I will need to think of more stuff to write here later.
Current Residence: Houston Favourite genre of music: Most genres really